So it gone to this

Your gaze.
Cold as ice.
Makes me shudder in pain.

There wasn't a hint of warmness in them.
Like all the years of brotherly affection had slipped out of your cerulean orbs silently.
And what replaced them are merely frost blue distrust and disgust.

But I couldn't say that out loud could I?
I couldn't just express all this forbidden emotions and feelings I'm developing for you, for they are like a taboo to the morals, like thunderstorm striking the damp ground.

I fear for us, my love.

And yet here we are, wielding to our weapons as though we are enemies, yelling threats like they meant of how they should.
Seeking for more needles to pierce it onto each others hearts, thrusting out poison down the others throat, ferociously fighting for those useless victories.
All for those unsaid apologies.
And all for those petty vengeance and misery.

So as our colors clash onto each other like earth and thunder, like a battle of a devious panther and a courageous lion. The sides that we stood defending the so-called justice, but we knew it was just an aesthetic way of claiming our pride.

 I have not thought that my eyes begun to water.
Those foul little tears starting to threaten their fall, trying to remind me of how pitiful I am for being infatuated for whats not mine.

How pitiful of me to insert my heart, to insert my soul.
In you.

As my eyes were just a blurry sight, I couldn't really stand as though I had any longer.
Your hands grasped onto my shoulder, it's strength attempting to break it in one blow.

I wasn't sure if it was just an illusion I witnessed.

Your cries echoing in the air.
Yet my mind refuses to interpret them.
But, my eyes have not failed me. Entirely.

I think.

I just saw your tears.